What's actually going on?!

Sorry readers, this is my vent post again. Haiz.

It's been so many years and things still haven't pick up a bit, not even slightly smoother....

Now both my younger gal, coming 10 this year and myself are getting more and more hospital appointments with different specialists...my gal alone has follow-up for her asthma prob and uro and she is due for a kidney scan as well and what else I cannot recall off hand now.

As for myself, I have appointments starting from this month till June for a brain scan, nerve test at SGH, breasts and womb related at KK and heart scan at Heart Centre.

Alamak...so far, these are the ones which I can recall now...but it's already a handful, isn't it? :(

Anyway, my hubby's the most 'jialat' one la...pocket already got holes le, now? Don't know sell his a** got ppl want or not...hahaha...

Then my eldest gal, who is now 18, is jobless. I have tried to help create a resume and sent to many agencies and companies but still no news. I know it's not easy for her to get a job compared to others because she has only an 'N' level cert without any real working experience yet plus no special skill too. Of course I did warn her before that even ppl with good qualifications or experience is not easy to get a job nowadays too due to the economic crisis. Even told her to accept just any job that comes by first, better than being jobless which could be as long as a year also not surprising.

Next, my very adorable yet mischevious and pattern many many little 'daodan' baby boy...poor boy...he has this what chinese call 'zhen yan' - bak jiam in hokkien, a kind of eye infection for many months for his right eyes and now his left eye too. :( Has seen a number of pd and gp, had taken antibiotics and applied eye cream but still the same. No choice, sent him to KK to see an eye specialist and was told to have an op. Already scheduled a date for the op but I believe I will not be sending him for the op as I rejected it strongly. I'd rather he takes a longer time to heal (bad mummy, poor baby).

And now...my eldest gal and her dad had a fight again...now having cold war again I think.

She asked me for money again and told me not to let her dad knows and she requested me to allow her to go Thailand AGAIN! Previously when she asked, I do not agree...of course not la cos her intention is to go there and to 'meddle' with what ppl call it the 'gui gia'/'xiao gui' - little ghost! She said her friend has it and it's cute and fun all these...

Both my hubby and myself had told her umpteen times NOT to meddle with all this when she brought up the topic that she has the intention to get one too...alamak...just don't understand why now so big already still doesn't listen!

So when just now she brought this up again, I was so angry and disappointed that I told her that I'm not gonna bother anymore!

So mad and sad...

I had a hard time patching this pair of father and daughter up a few years back when they had cold war for about 1/2 a yr or more and now again?! Really faint! Worse is, the both of them are of the same kind also very stubborn type and quite an MCP type de...haiz...

Surrender...I really surrender le...haiz...
Can see lots of stars spinning and sparkling around?