It's A Small Small World...

It's a world of laughter
A world of tears
It's a world of hopes
And a world of fears
There's so much that we share
That it's time we're aware
It's a small world after all

There is just one moon
And one golden sun
And a smile means
Friendship to ev'ryone
Though the mountains divide
And the oceans are wide
It's a small world after all

It's a small world after all
It's a small world after all
It's a small world after all
It's a small, small world...

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Believe many of you know this song.

Yes, it is indeed a very small world.

My uncle just called me saying that he had met someone whom we both know. I was like :"hmm...???"

I did not dare tell him my guess though I have guessed it correctly in my heart because there's no one else that both of us know and yet so 'secretive' (he looked for me but I was out and he did not tell my dad when my dad asked what was it although they are very close).

Yes, he saw my first ex, and he knows one of his family members. What a coincidence!

I was surprised that he can still remember him and his reply was :"He's such a nice man, of course I remember him.". I was stunned. I did not know that my ex can leave such a deep impression on some of my family members or relatives, even friends.

But yes, he is indeed a very nice, very good, very kind, very loyal, filial and hardworking guy. I would say he's almost close to perfect. Really a very reliable and good guy to be with for a lifetime but too bad, we do not have the affinity to be together forever.

There's always hiccups in our life. I had mine too and part of it 'forced' me to make my ex leave me. I was very sad and I am still. I also feel guilty because I lied to him. I hid the truth from him, trying to make him hate me hoping that he will give up on me totally. This will be my regret till my death. Regretted lying to him, regretted trying to make him hate me, regretted leaving him and...regretted not being able to be with him for life, even when he asked.

Anyway, these are over, these are the past. We should look on the brighter side and walk on. Now that I have my own family and he has his too, I am trying to leave these memories behind me as much as I can and concentrate on building a happier and better marriage with my spouse.

I sincerely wish that he will be happy and in pink health always. :)