WHO 'should' be dying instead?!?!?!

What kind of luck are we really having? It's been for years...and each year it's getting worse.

NOW....

My eldest gal feel like dying cos of relationship problem (not boy girl though but girl girl - whenever dis 2 gals wanna ditch her, she will be 'crazy' and always thinking and even attempted to die haiz)...

My youngest gal also feel like dying due to stress and unhappiness from some teachers and peers...and...ok, I admit, sometimes from me too as I always yelled and screamed at her...I was not able to control as I had not been on any medication or treatment for quite some time as my psychiatrist was on holiday.... =(

Today, my hubby had an accident and I'm partly responsible because a few days ago I already had the instinct that he may have an accident but I did not tell, not even warned him anything about it. If I did, at least this accident can (may) be avoided, but fortunately he was not injured. A-Mi-Tuo-Fo...

Haiz...

Gals, you all do not have to die...

I SHOULD BE THE ONE!!!

I should be the one and I am and I WANT to die!!

All of you do not have to die...PLEASE...

I have a weak heart too, not just weak health...and not forgetting my unstable and weak mental health and state.

I really couldn't take all these anymore...I still have more things and important things to worry about...

Just let me die...

I am more than willing to replace all of you to leave this family and world to that far away place...which I do not even know where too...or is there such a place that really exists??? But anyway, I think I should and will be in HELL after I've died...if such place really do exists...which I personally believe it does....